Long time no blog, once again. Only this time, I do have things to talk about, because fucking hell my life kind of exploded.
My mother died. It's been... incredibly difficult. I was very close with my mother, I loved her very much. Her death was entirely unexpected; it happened very suddenly. She went from completely fine to dead in less than two weeks. On the bright side, I did manage to get up to the country to see her for the last five days of her life, and I am endlessly glad of that.
More relevant to this blog, serina got back in touch with me, and, well, we are back together.
It was serendipitous. I had made a post on my personal tumblr blog that I was missing her and that even though it had been so long since we broke up, I was still sad about it, and I still missed her, and a part of me was still hoping we'd get back together one day, even though I knew intellectually that wasn't going to happen.
Well joke's on my brain, I suppose. Because she decided to a little bit of making herself sad by looking at her ex's online presence, and she saw that post. She then sent me an email saying she felt the same way.
So, long story short, we are trying again. I am far too tired from.. well, everything, to go into massive amounts of detail here. Perhaps I will another time.
For now, we are starting fresh. We are taking things slowly, because I am still dealing with my mother's death and don't have an endless supply of energy.
I am optimistic about the future. I am also very, very tired, heh.