Wellp, serina broke up with me. Again.
It's not a bad breakup. It's a really good one actually; we're remaining friends and there's no hard feelings (well, beyond a little smarting I'm having today, but that's normal). I am sad about it, of course I am. But her reasons were sound, even if somewhat hilarious in a hurtful way.
I'm not want to blab details all over the internet but the short version is that I am not really the type of dom she thinks she needs. She needs someone domineering and harsh and chaotic, and I'm not that. I'm polite and gentle and stable. She also feels she needs more experience with other types and people to figure out better what she needs.
All very sensible. And I really, really do wish her the best.
Still sucks though.
I think that's all I'm going to write about it. I have a bit more wound-licking to do and I just... I don't know. There's not much else to say about it. Break ups are not enjoyable, even the good ones.